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exitlava

Member Since 07 May 2019
Offline Last Active Feb 14 2020 01:58 PM

#1414051 Depression And Other Social Issues

Posted by exitlava on 05 February 2020 - 05:51 PM

I had to get off the two that I was on because they were doing more harm to me than good.

 

I unfortunately quit cold turkey (because as I was realizing they were bad for me, I was taking them sporadically) -- me skipping doses isn't what triggered them not to work anymore. 


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#1413714 Harden The Fuck Up February

Posted by exitlava on 31 January 2020 - 11:50 AM

Two weeks no alcohol today, officially the longest stretch in my adult life and I have had no urge which is wild to me. Ultimate test is playing a show tonight, "hurry up and wait" has always made it easy, especially with a 5 PM load in to go on at 9:15.

 

you did it!! 


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#1413624 I Fucking Love The Simpsons

Posted by exitlava on 30 January 2020 - 01:02 PM

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#1413538 The home recording thread

Posted by exitlava on 29 January 2020 - 12:53 PM

This is my 69th post (nice)

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#1413484 So yesterday was the SECOND time I had diarrhea at Kohl's

Posted by exitlava on 28 January 2020 - 04:05 PM

Almost had another poo emergency this weekend when driving down to LA. I gotta tell my damn bowels to calm tf down. 


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#1412735 I Fucking Love The Simpsons

Posted by exitlava on 15 January 2020 - 05:01 PM

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#1412732 Shizz Daddy Club

Posted by exitlava on 15 January 2020 - 03:06 PM

YAY dads! 


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#1412222 Depression And Other Social Issues

Posted by exitlava on 07 January 2020 - 06:30 PM

Just when I feel like I've managed to get a hold on shit, something else comes tumbling down my path. I'm finding a lot of my depression is stemmed from financial shit, which is a goddamn travesty that no one should have to experience. First it was my car last year (both my old one breaking down for real/needing a new one and that new one getting towed at some point and sent to an impound lot) and now it's my damn computer which I need for my graphic design, visuals and side hustle -- each a very important piece of me -- on top of the mountain I debt I accrued from not-so-ideal living arrangements that's damn near impossible to get rid of. I can't keep up. 

 

I know a lot of you may not know who I am (I've been too timid and awkward to try to mingle with y'all IRL because I feel like I don't belong since I'm so new -- see: anxiety), but I made a GoFundMe for aforementioned computer thing and I would be touched if y'all could give it a look and donate/share if you're willing. I hate doing this as I am absolutely the type of person that hates asking for help.

 

https://www.gofundme...-a-new-computer

 

I also have Venmo/PayPal if you want to contribute directly so I can dodge the platform taking their percentage out. Just let me know :)


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#1411895 I Fucking Love The Simpsons

Posted by exitlava on 03 January 2020 - 02:18 PM

oop https://twitter.com/...068587201703936


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#1411894 Help me with my weird New Year's resolution

Posted by exitlava on 03 January 2020 - 01:55 PM

Hackers

 

HACK THE PLANET 


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#1411678 Movies

Posted by exitlava on 31 December 2019 - 11:49 AM

I thought Knives Out was great.

 

Seconding Knives Out! Thoroughly enjoyable.

 

5/5 knives. 


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#1409626 Grilled Cheese Sandwiches

Posted by exitlava on 12 November 2019 - 04:27 PM

 

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#1409261 Grilled Cheese Sandwiches

Posted by exitlava on 06 November 2019 - 01:09 PM

Love me a grilled cheese sammy with pesto tbh 


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#1408813 Hot Sauce.

Posted by exitlava on 29 October 2019 - 01:58 PM

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#1408573 So yesterday was the SECOND time I had diarrhea at Kohl's

Posted by exitlava on 25 October 2019 - 11:53 AM

Amazing. Did you keep the bag? It needs to be bronzed for posterity.

 

I tossed that as soon as I could. Too traumatized. 


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